Monday, August 30, 2010

终于~

果然...
“心病终须心药治,解铃还须系铃人”
哈哈哈...解脱了...
我现在活得什么压力都没有了啦...^^
希望这次真的是解脱了
我不想故事重演一遍
希望我们六个永远都是好朋友啦
没有什么会影响我们~~><
友谊万岁啊~~~

Friday, August 27, 2010

又来了!

我愤怒我生气全是因为你
算我求你好吗
就放过我不行吗
我相信我身边的朋友们都快烦死了
就算他们不说我也明白
总觉得自己好无能
连该不该生气都得问问他人的意见
我人生活着的意义是?
因为我在意这份友情
如果我不在意的话
哼!我睬你都傻
一次又一次的犯同样的错
你要我怎么原谅怎么看开
你也听过狼来了吧
我想这个故事最适合了
你不是不知道我爱玩又骚
你第一次看到哈第一天认识我哈
真是的~不可能的事就是不可能
或许我还没爱一个人爱成像你酱
所以我不能明白你的心情
但~~我真的有这么好吗?
被你说的这么好让我自己都惊讶
原来我真的这么完美
现在要我说说自己的缺点
我还真的说不出口
但~~我真的没有你想象中的那么完美
我想你应该自己明白可以放下我了吧
我~不是故意对你冷漠
现在的我看到你完全是想兜路走
今天看到你说你不觉得自己有错
我竟然为了一个刚认识的男生生气你
好吧~!!!就当一切使我的错吧
我小气~我自私~我不懂事~酱行吗?
这一瞬间我真想好好的发泄我自己的情绪
算了啦~都过去事了...
有时真的很佩服那些敢说敢做的人~
够潇洒~

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

21 August 2010

Nursing students are rushing for their assignment..
and i'm study hard for my final exam...
in this group, i'm the only one SPECIAL...
so i study on another table to avoid chit chat with them...
who know...
When study half way, i go back and sleep ki....==
Terrible...
when i wake up already 6pm...><
and they still haven done yet...
so i cm down and wait...
All of us~
their snack~
awwww....sui~~

quite long time din take picture...
realise that im still~~~~~AHAHAHAHAHA...
im HUNGRY~~~and yet they still haven done...
aiksss....wait till 12am...><
cm to another day...
we decide go to McD...
from first, we just decide come and eat...
who knows...sit there whole night...
chit chat whole night..
change experience...change secret with each others...
i LIKE it...^^
when 7am smthg...we finally back to school...
den go to gym ground to do exercise~~><
hahahaha...totally is a crazy night~

Saturday, August 21, 2010

一封寄不出去的信

我似乎已经不怎么在意你每次都写些有的没的在我的MSN
我就当做时看你在发泄你的情绪吧
但这次我受不了了
你曾经问过我
我讨不讨厌你这样
其实~我不是讨厌就不喜欢啊
我有申明了
对我好也要有极限
人对我好我当然不会拒绝
如果再给我一次说实话
我想我会说了
可是我怕我说了又会伤害你
是怎样啊
没事把自己的人生搞这么复杂干嘛
这次我忍不到了
我不能当作没看到
我是你谁啊大哥
我不是到哪里都要顾虑你的感受
你醒了没
我说不可能就是不可能
如果当时的你是清醒的你就知道当时的我或是有多大
我觉得恶心
是恶心好吗
我不觉得浪漫
我都快发飘了
要不是我的脾气都被人压下来
你死定了!

Saturday, August 14, 2010

14 August 2010

how long i din step in here d...><
quite busy this few week...
ECONOMIC ASSIGNMENT~!!i really HATE u now...
u better send me some information for me through my dream...
i cant find the information at ALL...
all wrong..all reject...what else?...
SHIT Assignment...
reduce my stress by update blog...
recently have nothing special thing happen...
what i know...
just a busy life...
now i believe that study BBA course is difficult...
nearly final exam still have assignment to done it...
how do i concentrate in my final exam?...
hopefully i can pass all the paper with GOOD result...
since my coursework mark is almost FULL marks...hahaha..
THANKS GOD...Love u...
Bless me in my final exam too...=p

Sunday, August 8, 2010

08 August 2010

不是吧~给我这么大的惊喜?
我不想要这种惊喜啊...T_T
超想哭的我...
不是放弃了吗?
放弃我好吗?
我真的不知道该怎么办了...是我又惹到你还是怎样?
他告诉我
:"我知道你当初拒绝我是不想让我越陷越深
没用我还是无法自拔
其实最可怜的是艾玲
我已经对她没感觉了
选择与她在一起是以为能忘记你
不能
The Queen那晚,我知道我一定要跟她说分手
因为当我看到俊峰对你动手脚刹那
我竟然想对自己的好朋友动手
27号我与她提议分手
她说给大家些时间
直到云顶夜店事件
我彻底崩溃了
因为江仙怡原来一直活在我心里
其实都没有人知道分手的原因
是她提议分手
因为我的pendrive让她看到里面的日记
最后她更发现我的提款机密码全是890727
她明白了所以我俩就和平分手
我对不起她所以之后
我就开始自己堕落的生涯
直到上个月来到这里
我觉得自己开始理智了会想了
不然今晚就真的会生气你
你和茵都是好女孩
谢谢你们
其实你们说的话我都有在听
所以不像从前钻牛脚尖了
现在看看你的相片
觉得我爱上你证明我有眼光
你心地善良又不做作自然美
我有点自卑
癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉的感觉
哪个男生追到你是他的福气
让你爱上的男生是一种幸运
我会好羡慕他
真的
越说眼泪越流
没关系又不是第一次
为你流泪值得的
心事说到这
原来这样哭一场可以纾解心情
人也轻松了."
这些话藏在他心中好久了
T_T其实你要我以什么心情面对你呢
我也好想哭啊
其实之前我就看到你电话里的日记了(我知道没礼貌,可是我的好奇心你们不是不懂)
我知道你还是一样
没在放弃可是茵和我自己都一直在逃避这个事实
老是找理由骗骗自己
我也大哭一场行吗
我觉得我身边的人都快被这件事烦死了
只要你有动静我都会说
哭诉~请求帮忙
手背是肉手心也是肉
他们也无能为力啊

Monday, August 2, 2010

请别爱上狮子座女孩

请别爱上狮子座女孩

狮子座很花心,喜欢和异性保持很暧昧的关系

请别爱上狮子座女孩

狮子座很孤单,而狮子座也害怕孤单

请别爱上狮子座女孩

狮子座没有安全感,也不会给别人安全感

请别爱上狮子座女孩

狮子座爱不起,更怕伤害

请别爱上狮子座女孩

狮子座喜欢折磨人,一会儿对你好,一会儿对你坏

请别爱上狮子座女孩

狮子座喜欢自欺欺人,一直说以后一切都会好

请别爱上狮子座女孩

狮子座内心很悲观,世界末日也不会在乎

请别爱上狮子座女孩

狮子座很坏,很坏,很坏


女狮子分手后完全不会像处女座巨蟹座在人面前要死要活,
她嬉笑怒闹,变得更加“开朗”
在听到有关他的话题时,从不刻意回避,她适当参与,淡然微笑,
她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅,她的付出而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。

狮子座的女孩从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣,但她几乎每晚都躲在被窝里独自哭泣到天亮。
如果你看到她的眼泪,请相信这绝不是她在博取同情,
这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得以的场景。

分手后的狮子座还是那个追求和谐、理智的她,相通了后的她甚至还能和你恢复到朋友是的话题和语气 一切那么自然,你自以为她解脱很快,自以为她比你更洒脱。她,只是为了减轻你的负担。

结束感情后,狮子座也会选择遗忘,但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言,
即使她很难相信,但她还是会选择等待和坚持,
哪怕她料想得到结果,她也会选择认命分开后,你会觉得它周围的异性多了起来。
可是你不知道事实是曾经的她为了表示对你的专注,竟然傻到可以疏远那些朋友。
现在的她,只是想找回原来的自己。

当然,你大可以放心,或说的得意 她需要很长很长,一年来计算的时间才会开始新的恋情
她想对你负责,对他负责,对自己的过去和未来负责
狮子座的伤不浓烈似酒,只是一杯白水, 可是她们早已让它渗入生活的点滴 她们选择在其中淡定,在其中沉默...T_T

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Happy birthday to myself

a busy day~T_T
wtf!! dont u ppl know tat today is my birthday meh?
awww...class from morning to night...
den meeting lagi...
luckily d meeting end early...^^
when back to room...
hahaha...as ah ing promise...
long life mee...><
taste terrible...din taste good ler...hw come someone suggest tis to ing...
den i noe thr should be have a lot of activity waiting for me de larr...
hahahaha...go bath...
after bk from bathroom...
my roommate disappear~
n after few more minutes...
i go out wif bopha...
she keep tell me hv a handsome guy~
wan meet me...==
wonder is who..
she say got car somemore...
who is tat human!!!
SURPRISE!!!
another surprise hide behind d block....
hahahahaha...
thanks joshua(hamsap guy),lin,bohpa n ing...><
ing take full attended in all my birthday party...

tis cake~~~
half eat half play...
yeeerrr....~!!

after tat, another birthday cake is cming...
present by siew huong...
he go out to buy after he finish his class..by taxi somemore...
wah~!!very sincerely~~
hahaha...


d last place-AL-salam...
feel embarrassed celebrate at al-salam...
but~~is ok larr...hahaha...
tis year~~~
receive a lot of cakess...
thanks to av1 who bless me on facebook...
who greet me through msg...
~thank you~
hopefully my dream a~~~
become true ya~~
wish me become more beauty~more attractive~
get a NICE partner...
getting rich~~
av1 happy and enjoy their own life with healthy body...^^
~End~

Countdown for 21th birthday

hahahaha~~tis gang~my favourite gang...
they plan nice nice d actually...><
but, i went out wif siew huong n ing...
for having dinner bah...
who noes...
when cm bk, i rush for assignment...T_T
tomolo birthday but tomolo have to pass up FOB assignment...
hate it!!!
while i concentrate do my assignment...
suddenly,.....~~~
Happy Birthday to u
Happy birthday to u
Happy birthday to u~~
aiksss....hahahaha...thanks~~
c c them~~T_T...

ok~now change to another place...
hahaha...he~~find a reason ask me go to his house for taking back my laptop 1150pm..
but around 12.30am i juz go thr, cos i hv to finish above group 1st...
he say he shy when i arrive his house...==
don noe wat he shy for...
when enter d room....><
hahaha..thanks a lot...3 pieces of Malacca famous layer cakes...
wif tidy table..^^
then,..guess wat m i doing whole nite....
GO back HOSTEL done my ASSIGNMENT~!!!!

Pre Birthday Celebration(23.07.2010)


first, i thought this is the date i with ing~
because she told me that she want celebrate a SPECIAL birthday for me...
ok~i let you plan all...
after finish my class, i rush home and bath plus prepare myself...
TERRIBLE...really dont know what should i wear...T_T
i sien liao...everyday see same clothes...
then, we go to KL sentral-Imbi-Times Square...
awww...really lady's world...
i like it..everywhere having carnival festival...
discount discount...i keep want buy...
BUT~~have to control my wallet...>_<
is good if im rich human...
1st place...Nichii...=p
hahaha...i want buy short pants again...
damn like Nichii...
ah ing present me a dress for me..quite NICE~sexxyyy...>_<
i LIKE it very much...AHAHAHAHA
she say want bring me go to eat EXPENSIVE dinner lagi...
honestly, i dont want..because she not rich human ma...
but...s u noe...i din hv any idea...T_T
so juz follow d plan..
we change our casual clothes to formal clothes in times square toilet..
a good experience...^^
everyone was throw their attention to us...
==...when arrive thr...
SURPRISE...ALL sit thr waiting for me...
hahahaha...even though i din cry but i really SHOCK...
my beauty view~
ALL of them~

since they know i have no idea ba~
so when i arrive thr...
juz waiting all d delicious food send by waiter...
white wine!!!!!hahahaha...
alcoholic....=p
really NICE lar...if u never go, i suggest u go here...
i miss it NOW...
especially d dessert...
TIRAMISU~~~~it not like a cake...
like cream...no no~!!argh!!hard to explain d taste...
i believe that all the gal will like it...
ATTENTION to all d guy~pls bring ur gf o beloved...
go to this restaurant when u make ur partner angry...=p
after finish having our dinner...
they say going bk rest 1st...later cm out again...
hmmmmmm.......
SHOCK lagi...
when i enter d room...
wah wah wah...full of colourful ballons...
i have never have ballons party before tis...
ahhhh..hard to express my feeling...
i like it if d ballonss din "BOOM"...
i scare if d ballonss "BOOM"...==
Colourful~

this is d process from beginning to end of d ballons party...
did u guy c d 21?T_T
yaya...im getting older d..
but my action n thking still like tat...
another 3 person also same lar..hahaha...
i tot thr have another surprise cming soon...
but~~~is myself thk too much...
hahaha...i like surprise...><
ALL d present i receive from them~terima kasih
till another morning...
KL trip again...
we decide go to T-bowl to having our lunch...
our food...
awww...i miss u all...>_<
sei ah pai...die die don wan cm down...
left u larr...
shopping whole day~~~~~~
hahaha...tis 2 guy really enuf patient..
like shopping together...^^
my son~hate Nichii shop cos last tm i waste a lot of time at thr...
CHANGE sizes a...
d ONLY shop he will complain...
Nite tm,....
in pavilion~~^^v
they plan to try shisa...
hmmmm...unhealthy activities...
but....at least we try rite...
after tat, we gambling till morning...except son er!!!==
i lose RM25....awww....my luck really terrible tat nite...
Time....pass soon...
is time to left again...
i HATE it...
so~~~after having lunch together...
v bk to each uni...
before cheng left, we chit chat again in Dunkin doughnut...
taste not bad...
hahaha...
for me, seen like avthg is nice...
hope tat, u guys cm celebrate wif me at real day oso...
but, i noe...it is hard...neh boh mai larr...
thanks to all of u...i noe it spend a lot...
i appreciate it...hugz tight...